Catteke

Yeah, I don't take part in the resolutions-bit. Well, only in a very sarcastic way, my resolution for 2008 is buying bin bags. ^^ Nevertheless, on the second day of this year I'm writing a journal already, which -might- be a sign of me posting more than 3 this year. :P Not that this is a goal, the end of the year was a time of enlightenment that I wish to document now lol. I'll start with the weirdest thing first, as to not disappoint. ^^ With my jury and all the work it demanded (li'l biatch) I've had a long break from social contact. After the jury I made up for that naturally. That's when it hit me, I've had suspicions before that but the

It's been a while since I visited this place and to be honest: it won't be soon that I will visit and submit as much as I used to, if I ever will again. Amazing that this is only my third journal of 2007. Obviously a lot happened since but the most relevant would be that I quit my job and started school again. I am now officially on the way to becoming a graphic designer. *joy* It's hard, it's a fucking lot of work and I haven't even found a job untill now, however needed for the moolah I dread it because I now already have no room to breathe and I have a real fear that what little social life I had will now be reduced to close to nothing. A

Something's up. I can't quite put my finger on it. Is it her? Do her words still have so much impact on me? Or is it her, who in my heart has so much in common with the above-mentioned? Or is it me, the most illusive of all women to me? I can't even figure out weither I'm feeling bad or not, weither I should or shouldn't. Nee nee-san, where will this life take me? What is this unlightened path that lies before me? Is it okay to go this way? Watashi wa daijoubu desu ka?